Happy...

People think they know me, but i always wonder if any of them truly do.

for the first time since Ive started 'blogging' i am in a happy relationship.

its a little alien to me but for 3 months i have been with a guy who truly makes me happy.
this guy, knows me in away that scares me.

i was at his house we were cuddled up on the bed, watching a film and they way we were positioned he was unable to see my face. he asked me what was on my mind, i said nothing i was fine, (although i did have something on my mind i didn't want to go into it because this guy is amazing but he worries and cares to much) and he said yes there is don't tell me its this this and this,everything that was on my mind.

i was slightly put off and asked how he knew he said i just know i can tell by your voice and the way your being quiet.
this unhinged me

this guy that has been fully in my life for about 5 months knows me better that my best friend
or maybe even my family at times

but he knows me truly and that scares me.

for the last 3 years i have been very closed off.
i have hidden myself away and kept myself to myself
this guy getting so close that he knows this kind of stuff so quickly is new, and weird and surprising to me ....